Bonjour,

I believe this is the first kind of letter I have ever written to you. Even if it never reaches you, I still think it’s good for me to write these things down, as I would never tell them to anyone anyway. Although I would never allow myself to acknowledge this, I truly do miss you.

The day we parted ways, a part of me died. You were the love of my life. I would give everything in my life, everything, just to turn back time, or somehow get another chance with you. There is a saying that you always meet twice in a lifetime, but I can’t believe in that, how is that even possible? But I wish for nothing more than for this to be true with you, with us.

So far, writing this has been very good, as it allowed me to shed some tears, and crying is somehow a very relieving feeling. All those years, I simply didn't want to acknowledge that I missed my shot. I ruined it all, and now you are gone, and I’m doomed to fail and lose in life.

Thanks for everything. I miss you.